Thursday 27 December 2012

Snow's Fall

This is a poem I wrote a while ago, but I've held off posting it.

It brings the same promise of redemption, renewal and revitalization that a baby did long ago. A baby we celebrate with a White Christmas. I hope you enjoy:



The world falls silent

Creation holds its breath
Time is frozen in misty state
the world has paused
and for the slightest instant
transcendent peace descends
forcing humanity to respond in hushed tones.

And with this peace falls snowflakes
majestic in their manner
dropping so slowly from above that they might
instead, be traveling back towards Heaven.

Each snowflake is a unique dancer
keeping in perfect harmony
all individuals working together for one moment,
one message
of pirouettes and chasses
flawless in each motion
remaining in the rhythm of the wind
swaying to the silent song of a million stifled voices.

It is no wonder the world stops to watch
Their captivating fall
a million shooting stars
traveling through the universe for this one performance
with all of Earth as their audience.

But the chill bites
And Creation responds
No longer an artist’s work
But cold, sharp edges.

Yet this is all the crystals have,
this is their one time on the stage
So their dance becomes more urgent,
pleading with Creation's wandering eyes,
trying to regain their fleeting audience.

They become a problem requiring a solution,
left to be trodden on by feet that had once stopped to marvel,
tainted with bile and filth dragged along by the shoes
Crushed into conformity
and pushed aside

No longer beautiful beams of starlight
No longer revered
No longer loved.

Their only release comes with the sun
in his rays lie the promise of a new start,
A second chance
To live the dance once more
But on a different stage
With different music.

The transformation burns
it sears the snowflake's flesh
stripping them of all they have
liquifying their essence to allow for ascent

Back to Heaven.
Back to Perfection.
Back to Cherished.


Sunday 23 December 2012

Hello again

It's been a while.

And weirdly enough, I've missed you all. I've missed even those who I have never met from all around the world, and I've missed letting the people I do know about my life.

I haven't been absent due to a lack of motivation to write, or a shortage of topics to talk on, but merely due to the mere business of the season. Finals, packing and then family have consumed the time I have had, and when I have had a spare moment to myself to try and organize my thoughts into coherent sentences I have had far too many things to sort.

So here I am, trying to sort it all into some kind of single post. And I don't think I can.

Exams went well as far as I know.

Goodbyes were hard. Some harder than others.

I sat next to a little girl on the plane who reminded me of Annie. She wanted things the way she wanted them, and she was very comfortable as herself.

And since then there have been a multitude of blessings that God has poured out on me.

Several today even.

Today I realized I was much stronger than I originally thought. I had the opportunity to fall apart, and the truth is, I didn't have a reason to. I had gotten beyond what months ago would have broken me. It helps that I knew that God would give me strength. He did.

And then later today my family had around 40 people over for dinner. I got to spend time with my family that I have missed. But five of which were orphans from Ethiopia. What traditionally is a birthday party for me became a way to bless kids who really need love. And I am pretty sure they left feeling loved. I know I fell in love with them before they left.

We went on a sleigh ride. We made gingerbread houses. They performed for us (they are a part of a choir called His Little Feet). And we gave them presents.

I got a few, but the truth is, It wouldn't have mattered if I hadn't. I had the chance to show love to kids who need it. And they showered me in love in return. And that was the most important.

And my being born made it possible.

So thanks Lord, for planning my birth twenty years ago, just so a night like tonight could happen.