It has been awhile since I have written. Actually written. Not just copped out by posting some poetry, but actually written about how I have been doing.
Maybe that is because I do not know.
Things seem like they have been racing at a million miles a minute what with essays and final exams and I feel as if my brain has not had any amount of time to think about how I am doing. Except at 3:00 in the morning when I am lying awake too tired to turn on the light and sort feelings in to coherent sentences.
So here is an attempt to figure it out:
Essays and Finals went well. I'm pretty sure I didn't fail my first year. Ideal.
I've also learned a lot about myself, which is what I set out to do.
I still am uncertain what next year will hold for me, but in this current moment I believe I will be going back. I only have some idea of the classes I will take. I have no idea where I plan to live. But this second I'm not too worried about either of those things.
I also don't have a job as of this moment. But I feel alright because there are some prospects and God will ultimately make it happen. And it will be good.
So... Attempt made.
It is far from perfect. It is far from wise. It is far from eloquent.
But at this moment it is all I have got. I will get back to you in a few days after I gain some more perspective. And sleep.
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