Disoriented

Do you know that feeling you get when you are spinning too fast?

That dizzy, stomach-in-your-throat, lightheaded feeling?

The one where you can't tell left from right or

Up 

from

Down

That is how I feel at this moment.

Disoriented. 

Like I am spinning at at a rate much to rapid

And I am unable to stop.

Like the hands on a clock

I am compelled to keep rotating.

Like a top that never falters and fails.

Like a dancer forced into a trillion pirouettes.

If only my feet would fumble.

If only I would fall on un-even ground.

If only my battery would fall out.

Then,

I could stop this feeling.

Like I am spinning out of control,

Unable to catch my breath.